He is an author writing a poem
in a room where the image of a monitor
reflects off the pupils
containing the universe of the author.
In the poem, the author describes
such conditions in such a way
So that the reader can surmise
a message? Perhaps not so fast
Because so too does the author read
every word, from first to last,
and never does he recognize
the same word.
He sees his face in the digital mirror
A forlorn brow,
a set of limp fingers, bearers
of a message, to himself, to others?
The coffee goes cold from being overlooked
Various books, with permanently bent spines,
are never understood, only elucidated.
He is an author writing a poem
about nothing except,
an author writing a poem
and deciding whose ears he speaks to,
whose eyes he writes for,
whose lips will follow along his path.
He pictures the tiny fingers
of a young girl who should be studying math,
but instead, for only a second,
decides to linger,
Her digits gliding underneath each word of
her favorite poem, his poem.
One day she will find a better poem,
a classic, or a confessional,
but she will always owe him, the author,
for, in his own simple way, he brings
her into a world,
Where a mirror can look into a mirror,
and see infinity.
But not be afraid.
The author smiles at a perfectly white
Sheet of paper, having been dirtied
just so one girl, he’ll never know,
Can find some strange and perfect delight
In the malformed words that grow
From a malformed head,
with malformed eyes,
that gaze at the size
of his head in the haze
of a malformed mirror.
“She’ll never know my name.”
said the author with some pride.
“But she’ll never be the same.”
Thus being said, he pushed the poem aside.
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